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Finally found the courage to leave

2021.12.03 07:58 iirrational Finally found the courage to leave

I met my long term boyfriend here on Reddit way back 2019. At that time I wasn't looking for a relationship since I just got out of one. We clicked right away. He seemed like an ideal guy. He had a lot of ambition and I admired him for knowing what he wanted to do in life.
We moved in together after a few months of dating. I was looking for a new place while he wanted to leave his family to learn how to be independent. Things were going well for the first few months until we had some disagreements. The thing is, when you live with somebody, you really start to see what kind of person they are and what habits they have.
Those disagreements became constant. We fought often and made up eventually. It was a rollercoaster ride. Fighting and making amends is pretty much normal for me in a relationship. He didn't seem to agree though.
Eventually I found out that he cheated on me. Everytime I asked why, his reason would be different. Mostly it was about our fights and how he felt that I was enjoying him "making habol" to me, if you will. In my case, I didn't know he saw it that way. I just thought he really wanted to make things up with me that's why he was usually the first to approach me after a fight. I enjoyed getting lambing from him.
Regardless of what happened, I still gave him a chance. But every chance I gave I felt it becoming more useless to be around him. We were okay at some point but we had another fight because I expressed my doubts towards him. I started to realize that any minor inconvenience he had with me, he would relapse and contact his flings again.
In the end, I didn't feel like I had any sense of security from him or have any peace of mind that he wasn't going to do it again. Even if he said he loved me, I grew numb towards it. I didn't feel loved by him anymore because you don't hurt the person you love. I could have hurt him the way he hurt me but I didn't because nobody deserves to feel that kind of pain.
I know I have my part that contributed to our downfall. I should have adjusted myself to the things he didn't like about me, but I guess it was too late to act because I felt like I already lost him. It started to hurt everytime I looked at him and realizing that I couldn't make this person happy on my own. It felt like I was in a competition with somebody I didn't know. It became mentally draining for me to try to make him happy because I was scared to lose him. It felt like we were just in a never ending loop and the only way for it to stop was for one of us to let go.
Letting go of somebody you love has been one of the hardest decisions I've made. I still wanted to fix things. I still wanted to be with him. I still had plenty of things to do with him. But I couldn't bear what was happening between us anymore. That's why I mustered all the courage I had left in me to leave.
To those who plan or even think of betraying their s/o, please reconsider. You don't know how much pain you can cause them. It's better to leave them and save them from questioning their self worth.
To those who went through similar scenarios, I applaud you. I know all of you came out of that dark cloud you were once under. I look forward to escaping from mine.
If you made it all the way here, thank you so much for reading.
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2021.12.03 07:58 Luxmar1 LF: Heracross, Mothim, Piplup, Clefable, Moon Stone FT: Lucky Egg, Black Sludge, Leftovers

These are the final pokemon I need for the regional dex pls help:
-Heracross
-Mothim
-Piplup
-Clefable (or Moon Stone)

I can give you a lucky egg, black sludge, or leftover in return. Also have various other items/pokemon, so just lmk what you want and I might have it.
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2021.12.03 07:58 Interesting-Gas-7566 Doge🐕Bonk 🏏 - We are the anti-meme dog, meme dog token. Contract Renounced / LP Burned / 🔥BURN wallet 🔥

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2021.12.03 07:58 UnbornRedead If you harvest little sisters in bioshock you're not fit to be a parent

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2021.12.03 07:58 BSlides Bored Larry | Leica M3, 50mm f/1.4 ASPH, Acros 100II@200II, df96 self dev, macro scan

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2021.12.03 07:58 Fit-Ad-7477 Mcc19 Skins!!

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2021.12.03 07:58 fmlbutnotreally17 My beautiful dog

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2021.12.03 07:58 Strict_Sail_3515 ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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2021.12.03 07:58 a_random_weeb_0718 *pout*

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2021.12.03 07:58 adrian9390 are glenn and glenda the same person?

i thought at the end of seed of chucky, glenn and glenda get separated into two different bodies. a boy and a girl, but in the chucky tv series, chucky says to jake he has a gender fluid kid. i don’t get it? i thought glen and glenda were separated. did i miss something?
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2021.12.03 07:58 Dev_Chaudhary_ Jade chamber destruction

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2021.12.03 07:58 SlabbsReturn Cute

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2021.12.03 07:58 ozziezombie What is your favourite way/challenge to play solo?

Hey! I've beaten up the game through and through many times and grew bored of it several times. Yet, from time to time, I find myself enjoying the game anew when set up with some weird quirks.
I've been playing a lot of "max tribes on smallest possible map" for instant chaos, but it did get tiring and samey after a while, and I never could get a good score because of other tribes killing each other before I could reach them. Like, come on, people - make love, not war. At least until I get near my superunit.
Now I'm trying "perfection domination" (though IDK if this isn't just playing for the high score) where I try to go versus three opponents, which on average lets us all get three cities (+ the capital) before any confrontation. If lose ANYTHING - I restart. Lost a unit? Instant restart. Enemy extended their border where you wanted to set up a perfect dock network? Restart. That ruin treasure you were about to step on with your warrior has now a veteran swordsman from the enemy army? Restart.
It makes early game decisionmaking really tight. Do I want to explore one square further into another tribe's biome or will there be two enemy units to delete me instantly? Do I rush treecutting before I get all nearby cities for most value? Can I afford not to purchase a unit this turn to get a clutch tech on the next one?
I don't feel confident enough to play online and I'm worried I could not commit fully enough not to be slowing down the play, or worse - being kicked after a good start. :P What are your ways to spice up the play?
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2021.12.03 07:58 GiantToiletPaper Streak 2 No sobre la creatura misteriosa que se llama 'el humano'

Me gustaría esribir sobre nos humanos como los alienígenas pero hoy prefiero escribiendo sobre cosas un poco más cotidianas (no es decir que no he pensado todos los días sobre el concepto que humanos han sido las alienígenas todo el tiempo jaja).
Es la mañana tarde y todavía estoy muy relajado porque hoy día tengo ni clases de colegio ni trabajo. No obestante tengo algunas tareas y en general me había hecho más estrés que sería necesito. Ya estoy pensando sobre las tareas de la semana que viene, pero también sé que no hay nada que tenería que temer en serio.
Me esta chichado mucho a la hora que tengamos (subjuntivo?) que hacer un test de saliva para tener aceso a ofertas de ocio ahi. Me encanta mucho hacer deporte y he notado que todo el esfuerzo con los tests me esta detenido un poco (lo que problemente es exactamente la meta con todas estas reglas y restricciones). Que levanta la pregunta como se refera a la pandemía habitualmente en los países castellanos - Covid, Corona o un término completamente diferente?
Entonces, pienso que lo es todo por el hoy día y estoy deseado a todos que tengáis un día bueno con mucha sol (que al invierno desgraciadamente no se muestra mucho ahi).
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2021.12.03 07:58 Throwaway613478 Is Having a "Type" in Terms of Appearance a Bad Thing?

While I don't have any particular preferences on ethnicity, hair colour, eye colour, skin tone, or height, I definitely have a preferred body type (though there is a range within that).
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2021.12.03 07:58 Krajanek Hey, what do you think about my 3D art 'No gas', I would love to get your opinion. Link in a comment. Accepting bids right now :)

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2021.12.03 07:58 emilyhollandaise Slightly magical novel about boy whose emotions control weather

I read this book like six or seven years maybe in high school and remember not enjoying it buuut I’d love to revisit and see if my opinion has changed. Adult/young adult, not a series, and maybe magical realism-ish?
It started in a hospital with a baby being born and it was snowing outside. As the baby cries more it starts to become a snowstorm. This might have killed the parents, I’m not completely sure about that, but you can infer that the weather is influenced by the baby’s emotions. Then the book skips ahead in time and is from a girl’s perspective. She encounters the boy, she sees him conjure a thunderstorm and they later meet in a forest I think? The boy is also good with animals and not very good with humans.
Any tips or leads would be so appreciated! I’ve been googling this plot the whole year with no luck.
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2021.12.03 07:58 Abject-Revolution-80 Favourite part of this show?

View Poll
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2021.12.03 07:58 mixalistsitiridis Did u check ur audio aura? If not check it!!

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2021.12.03 07:58 AfrifaAfro Im only paid £8.59/ph?

I just got my offer letter when i’ve been working for 2 weeks now, and it says i’m paid £8.59 but i thought it would be £8.91
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2021.12.03 07:58 Slavreason Nasz istniejący od tysiącleci naród Polski (fragment z książki "Sapiens" - Yuval Noach Harari)

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2021.12.03 07:58 Aillox I don't want fancy cars or any. Just. Peaceful plot of land outside the city where I can sit by a fire with my dogs watching the wildlife around me

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2021.12.03 07:58 Soggy-Box6474 Kai nebežinai kaip įeiti į Akropolį

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2021.12.03 07:58 ShaunLaskiRS Swapped 70M 07 for RS3

Thank you
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2021.12.03 07:58 AceAyato Complaining about CP bow losing condition

Complaining about CP bow losing condition is like complaining about guns losing durability while shooting. Change my mind.
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