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I'm killing myself. I can't handle this "life" anymore.

2022.01.19 21:04 redandwhiteroses13 I'm killing myself. I can't handle this "life" anymore.

I've had muscular dystrophy since birth but wasn't diagnosed until 2016. It's gotten so bad I can hardly walk unassisted but social security won't approve me for SSI. My case is on appeal again. I've been fighting them for years. My mom claims she tried to get me help as a kid but I don't believe her. She claims she didn't know you could get disability for a child.
Forget living with her. I've tried in the past and she's verbally and physically abusive. I've been a victim of domestic violence in the past and I went to a domestic violence shelter but they can't really help you with housing unless you have an income. I don't so that seemed like a huge waste of time.
I've applied to every low income and disabled housing program in NE FL and everything has been at a standstill due to the lockdown. The state is finally opening back up. I spoke with someone from a place called care connect today and they can definitely help me with housing but the lady said it will take a week to hear from a case manager.
I've been in a hotel room that someone else paid for for the last 2 nights but as of tomorrow I have no idea where I'm going. I also haven't eaten in going on 3 days. I'm a woman as well so that just adds to the danger of being on the street. I absolutely cannot live with my mother. As I said I have tried in the past and not only is she abusive but she tries to block me from seeking assistance.
I've consider going to a psych ward because I do suffer from anxiety but the problem with that is I will not have access to my phone while I'm in there to talk to anyone about housing. What did they expect people to do? How am I ever going to get out of this vicious cycle I'm in? I'm just to the point where I'm ready to just end it all because I don't see a way out of this.
I just want a normal life where I can pay my bills and go about my life as normally as possible like everyone else. I don't drink and I don't do drugs. I'm just in a perpetual cycle of homelessness due to not having an income. I have no friends either due to extreme social anxiety. I keep to myself a lot. I just don't know what to do anymore. Suicide seems like my only option. I'm over all of this.
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2022.01.19 21:04 Jeffuk88 Life insurance premium hike

My wife and I are currently in the process of applying for life insurance. I was approved no problem but because of my wife's past, she's spent 4 months filling out extra documents and being sent for tests.
She was an addict as a teenager and went through rehab 12 years ago. She has not touched any substance, including alcohol, for 12 years which was confirmed by her tests (healthier than average liver) and they accessed her doctors notes from her rehab days.
They then doubled her quoted premium and our insurance broker said this is probably the best deal we'd get. Does anyone know if its normal for a poor lifestyle 12 years ago to mean you'll never be able to get anything close to a normal life insurance policy?
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2022.01.19 21:04 ConceptUpstairs Reiki

It has to be a scam.
"Energy healing".
"Life force".
Quacks can do it in the same room as the patient or over Zoom. How convenient.
Supposedly, several major hospitals are starting to offer it.
There have been some studies that indicate that it has proven positive effects, even more than that of a placebo.
How the fuck is this going on?
It is infuriating to me that these quacks are actually charge money for this service and even moreso that our tax dollars are being spent on it.
Someone back me up here.
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2022.01.19 21:04 Phillybouljosen

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2022.01.19 21:04 Markf455 Do xp multipliers count towards contract xp requirements or does the contract only count base xp?

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2022.01.19 21:04 turkishgamer Anybody else find google not showing after hours stock movement sus?

Tinfoil hat on.
But once the MOASS starts the dont want FOMO and people seeing insane after hours +100%s +200%s +500%s from the average person searching AMC stock.
Not calling MOASS but we are insanely close with these massive dips, huge FTDs, brother stock ready with NFTs, our NFTs, us just months from becoming debt free.
We all know this is going to happen.
MSM not scaring apes
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2022.01.19 21:04 giulianonvr For latam players

Lets play together guys, everyone in one happy lobby :D

the code is ew4m00
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2022.01.19 21:04 air_miles729 Book/resource recommendations (intermediate/advanced)

Hello all,
I am looking for resource recommendations to help me improve my python. I don’t need any of the basic stuff like for loops, at this point I really just want to take my projects from mediocre to good (or better lol). I’m struggling finding stuff online because most things seem to be geared towards beginners. If anyone has any recommendations I would be very grateful:) sorry if this is vague, but since I mostly learned by just doing stuff, I don’t really have the language to describe what I’m looking for—this is partially what I’m trying to fix haha. Cheers!
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2022.01.19 21:04 CryptoAddict420 A high amount of people are not in for the tech

A high amount of people are not in for the tech People say they are in for the tech but actually most are in for the money. I highly doubt that the people who claim to be in for the tech, have read the whitepapers of their investment. Also around half of the coins in the top 15 have shitty tech, while projects with great tech like Monero are ranked #41 or Nano ranked #175.
Basics There is nothing wrong being in for the money but you should do your own research before you invest in a project. Often, people (especially newcomers) invest in coins which cost a few cents or even less and hope it will reach "just" $1. Meanwhile they don't know anything about market cap, they will learn about it but it will cost them a lot of money if they don't learn the basics first. Let me try to save you a few bucks if you aren't aware of market cap. The market cap determines the rank of a coin, higher market cap -> higher rank
This is why Cardano is ranked #6 and Solana #7, even though Cardano costs \"only\" 1,19€ and Solana cost 120,62€

If Shiba Inu would reach "only" 0.01€ it would have a market cap of 5,490,632,788,763€. That's over 5 TRILLION € and around 7.8x higher than the market cap of Bitcoin which is currently ranked #1.
If Shiba Inu would reach \"just\" 0.01€ : 0.01€ x 549,063,278,876,302 = 5,490,632,788,763€
In fOr thE TecH Many people claim they are in crypto for its tech but the charts doesn't represent this statement. Let's take a look at the top 15coins and see what we have.
These are only a few flaws of the marked coins. Some coins aren't marked even though they have flaws as well, but compared to the marked ones it's not as bad.
If people would actually cared for crypto's tech, coins like Monero, Nano, Algorand would be ranked much higher. Still, I wish you all make a fortune no matter which coin you invested in.
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2022.01.19 21:04 AlejandroMP Any LCG-like game that a 6-year-old could play?

She has yet to see Lord of the Rings and I would like to find something light on horror since those themes are not appropriate.
Cooperative would be better but beggars can't be choosers. :)
Campaign or not is fine as long as it's replayable.
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2022.01.19 21:04 TheDeadGunslinger These Slides are a Fittingly Regal Tribute to MF DOOM

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2022.01.19 21:04 DeezyCash4X Just an aesthetic pic of ami I wanted to share 💙

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2022.01.19 21:04 FapsonJackson Will my bumpy lodge ever get smoother?

I recently had to reseason a pan because I left old gravy in it and it ate away the seasoning. Unfortunately, this happened to my favorite 10” Blacklock skillet that was very dark and decently shiny. I remember my 10” appearing even smoother before I had to reseason it. Now the seasoning is uneven in some places and it isn’t the same shininess on the inside. I was wondering if eventually the seasoning would even out and if the pan would get shinier over time. Also, there is the one annoying metal bump that is large enough to keep my spatula from gliding across the surface. Is it possible for the seasoning to build up enough to smooth that bump out? The bump itself is 1-2 mm taller than the skillet surface.
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2022.01.19 21:04 FuryHek At last.

Guys i finally found these good wallpapers for mi band 6, after a very long time i was finally able to get them so here i will share it here so that everyone can get it now. Here is the link watch faces are on Chinese but you can see all info you need it is in zip file太空人表盘大全.zip/file
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2022.01.19 21:04 Acceptable-Story7193 TNA United States Champion That Was Never Made

I hope there's someone to make the wildcat/TNA united states championship that was never made, I really want to see how it looks in welf style. Link for more pics:
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2022.01.19 21:04 SearchAggravating356 Any daddy to talk? (20)

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2022.01.19 21:04 AnOddFad If men can't wear skirts or "womens" clothing then women should be forced to wear dresses and skirts, and banned from wearing trousers or jeans.

Sorry if this offends you.
I'm so tired of men (and even women) being quick to condemn other men for breaking this rule, but allowing women to break it because if they didn't their wives and girlfriends would refuse them sex.
Sorry, but it's kind of true.
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2022.01.19 21:04 thiccwandmoment if you can't read the what d_sides_gf.jpeg is saying, she's saying "noice".

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2022.01.19 21:04 adelina_student I can be a very naughty girl, will you spank me on that firm ass?

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2022.01.19 21:04 Poguelife Annexes
Why is Annex A in grey, and what is the grey triangle?
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2022.01.19 21:04 introsort [Hiring] Repair Center Operations Program Manager - Careers at Apple (Apple)

To learn more and apply for the job, please see Repair Center Operations Program Manager - Careers at Apple
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2022.01.19 21:04 theavanttard M O B I L E W A L L P A P E R . I made this; criticisms and comments welcome.

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2022.01.19 21:04 hollandloppers Ganglion Cyst Drain/Removal

Where have you had success going to get a cyst drained? (It’s just on the back of my wrist). My family doctor is on the Sunshine Coast so I can’t go to him.
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2022.01.19 21:04 monk2111 Old accounts

So I have two old accounts that I no longer have access to. I was just curious if it would be possible to have them deactivated remotely, thanks.
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2022.01.19 21:04 Brazda25 2x8 garage walls, how much insulation?

What’s your opinion on this? I had the garage spray foamed 3-4 inches, should I fill the rest with fiberglass? I’m in a pretty cold climate. 12 degrees right now outside
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